April 11, 2020 Last night I made the mistake of watching the news after a few drinks… I think watching the news is tough enough, not sure drinking is the best remedy. The math and the numbers have me confused; in BC we have 1410 cases of covid and 55 deaths out of a population of over 5 million. Inherently I know that the measures we have done are the reason it is so low, yet I can’t help but Read more…
April 10, 2020 Feeling invigorated I grab my coffee and open up my laptop. I sit down to write and the words pour out of me. I have found my muse and it is due in part to tragedy. Like many times in history, we get creative in the face of adversity. I have found many people lately are turning to music and art as a release, an escape. Almost compelled I begin to write down my story. Shaking my Read more…
Honored and inspired by the feedback I have gotten to my journal, I strive to find more connections and stay relevant in our quickly changing times. As quick as things have changed they seem to remain madly the same. My story continues to develop and I reflect on my youth. As a young man I had dreams of creating and writing, this was overtaken by basic life need; money and love. Engaged at nineteen for the first of five(!) times, Read more…
April 9, 2020 More good news to break the day. Our esteemed leader tells us that we could be looking at summer before we flatten the curve, and not until a vaccine to return to normal, maybe a year to 18 months. Meanwhile here in Kelowna we have only heard of the 16 cases at Bylands Nursery. They don’t tell us how many cases are actually around us, how many people actually have it, because they can’t test everyone. Doctors Read more…
April 8, 2020 Dreams, strange and haunting dreams plague my night; dreams of social distances and dreams of Calgary. I often dream about my original hometown. I spent thirty six years in the city by the beautiful foothills of the Rocky Mountains. I often say I escaped Calgary to live in the wonderful Okanagan Valley, but a piece of my heart still belongs to city on the Bow River. Flashes of my dreams stick in my head as I awake Read more…
April 7, 2020 Each day is starting to meld together. I am working in the morning on the computer, in the yard in the afternoon. Today the lawn was ready for a haircut, so am I, but the only thing getting cut is the grass. My awesome teenager is headed back to her mom’s today and I have mixed feelings. Relief in the pressure being off to entertain her, educate and appease her. I feel sadness because I will miss Read more…
April 6, 2020 Big White seems like a distant memory now, Only Three weeks since the amazing season we were having, was cut short. A virus that began in China in December has now invaded the world and changed everyone’s life. The exodus from the mountain was sudden and complete; today it feels a world away. I get up early and jump on my motor cycle to deliver some paperwork downtown. Another bonus of the shut down; traffic is light. Read more…
Out on the streets I’m lonely into your heart I crawl. You weren’t the only one for me that’s all. Into the night I am seeking into your heart I fall no time, no peeking. listen for the call Falling into your eyes Falling into your soul I awake and realize Love is out of control listen can’t you hear it call Out on the streets I’m hungry Into your soul I crawl you are the only One for me Read more…
Dusk sets upon our world the sun beams light the clouds reflections and red skies illuminate in flame the sky above A dragon breathes fire upon the misty clouds around it red colour lights the sky trails of cloud alight above the world a bright glow reflects the mountain the lake the world only moments in time the glow dims the dragon flies away as darkness grows the beauty ends and begins anew tomorrow will come the red sky will Read more…
Warm moisture surrounds me safe and secure in my little home I feel movement No I don’t want to leave i like it here I’m safe I’m warm I’m comfortable I’m moving? A cool breeze caresses my scalp Now my face openness Strange air and motion surround me Where am I No longer in my safe home I can’t see I don’t hear Strange smells waft through my nostrils It feels so long since I’ve been home I want to Read more…